my favorite stranger

So we ended on bad terms, never the way I wanted it to be. All I honestly wanted was your friendship. But shit happens, remember? Don't get me wrong, I'm still fuckin hurt. I'm still fuckin angry. but with that being said.. I just hope I come across your mind every once in a while. I hope you remember the little things I'd try to do to make you smile. From keeping you company, to singing to you with my horrible voice, to my dumb little doodles. As stupid as it sounds, I think I can honestly say you're my favorite stranger.

as this is specifically for you..

i feel so stupid for letting myself get involved with you. many times, one after another you constantly chose to hurt me. I'm not saying any of this to try to start things up again, to get you back. I'm saying this because I want you to feel bad. I want you to feel like shit because it's not fair that you put someone through so much pain but you still get to be happy. It's not fair. I hate you for that. You lost a good friendship. I hope you know that.

Let me know where this bites you in the ass. Cos I'd love to hear about it.

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i can't wait until my birthday
of age, and finally get the real business.
finally get to understand.

cos i can feel it.

I'm so over all the bullshit.
with you, you and you.

First off..for YOU. Disappear and reappear. You are so predictable. I don't know how many times I need to say I don't need you anymore. Stay away from you because you've hurt me one too many times to be active in my life again.

now YOU, on the other hand..I can't believe you would do something like that to me. You wasted so much time. You stupid idiot. Thank you for stepping all over my heart so many times. This is probably the worst damage you've done yet tho.

& you, you need to make up your mind. you're gonna go NO WHERE with this. i promise you. then again, you know im still here. Only time can tell where this is going to lead us.

This is a venting blog for me.
Prolly not what you guys are thinking.

add me on tumblr. i mean follow, whatever.

well im fuckin happy...
with a side of confusion.



..are you worth the wait ?

Why are you so confusing ?

I swear. Git you shit straight cos I'm getting tired.
Say this one time..then a totally different thing another time. Wtf?


What a mistake.

holla if you need me.

i still be thinking 'bout the things you do.
i still be thinking 'bout the times we had.
i dont wanna make it seem like i'm missing you.
but I am..and damn it's bad.

:) <3

i trip

too much about this. im starting to realize i dont need to.
I guess it's kinda a 'too good to be true' kinda thing..
it just gets better and better everytime.

im fckin lovin it..

I keep asking myself if you're worth the wait.

Great.

Only time can tell at this point..and I must say..I think time is on my side. :)

B, I loved spending time with you. And I swear that was the best talk we've had yet, cos you finally opened up and so did I. I just really hope you're not feeding me bullshit, cos I don't have time for that. I'm not letting myself believe you one hundred percent yet. but again, you'll always have a place in my heart. I'll see you soon.<3


MMMMMMMM. Christmas is coming up. Tryna get shit together to get your asses presents..

I thinking about not going to TAO this year..cos I reallllyy wanna go to DisneyLand.

happy.. <3

i am satisfied.

why am I always the unlucky one ?


..&tbh, my life is so much better without you, I have to admit.

got 'em, bittches.

What you makin that face for?
I'm tired of you accusin me, it's not the way it is supposed to be.
There'll be days like that, there'll be days like this
When we start out mad, and we wind up pissed
Can we go and do that all day?
Now the only thing I can say
Is that I wish you could read my mind,
wish you could take some time
To listen to me, I wish you believed,
and then you would see that I
I don't know what I ever did to you
To make you feel this way.

I have better things to worry about.

i do miss you tho. <3

:)

You were never my best friend.

why can't i ever say no to you?

you're my favorite.

You'll get what's coming to ya.