Rebellin'

Man this single life..man I love itt. I'm understand why people are always saying "you're too young to be in love." I'm just at the age where all I wanna do is party, have fun, and fuck my regrets. I'm not letting anyone affect me in a hurtful way. I've met so many new people and learn so many new things since summer.

Ugh, I don't think I can even explain how much I'm loving my life right now..with Walnut and Ayala homecoming, parties, new homies, universal horror nights, knotts scary farm, my good grades, and chillback ass nights..Everything is greaatttt. C'mon halloweeennn ! Show me what you got ! I'm gonna end this month with a bang. :)

On a more advanced note..

So lately, I've been doing things..I never thought I would do. I noticed I'm a completely different person than before the summer started. My actions really do depend on the people around me. I've been saying things..I never thought I would admit to. Sometimes..I really just wonder if what I'm doing is correct..But then again..I think about it once more..and I'm thinkin..this is a good experience for me. My lips are shut tight, but my heart is yelling at me ! Guilt and lust and trust and bust. and what's a girl to do in a situation like that? Fuckin rule it and live it up is what I really wanna do. But is that what I'm gonna want in the future? ..I guess we'll just have to wait and see..