FUCK

So..someone tell me something. ANYTHING. Honestly..I need to hear something that'll change my perspective about so many times. Yanno, so many people in this world have affected me, changed me, and hurt me..I always, ALWAYS try to be optimistic..and try to think how to this lesson and experience can HELP me, teach me, and how much stronger I can get. I never try to think about the pain that's wooshing around my body and mind. Oh man so many people..So many people I can name for the blame because of the salty water runnin' down my cheeks. I really wanna figure out what's going on with this life thing. "Life works in mysterious ways." "Life is like a box of chocolates." Oh man, I would love to know how this shit works. And I wanna know If I'm livin' it right ! I know I've fucked up so many times. So have you ! But see the thing is, how many people can say that you've owned up to it? That'd you've fuckin apologized and straight up admitted that you knew you fucked up? How many ? Not much. I have ran away from my problems and fear PLENTY OF TIMES. PLENTTYY. But, now I'm fuckin learning. And damn it fuckin' sucks. Ya gotta fuckin work hard for get what you want. And I'm one lazy piece of shit, lemme tell ya ! Man, I'll finish this later...I'm goin' out !