..so you're just looking to have a good time. I'm not trying to stop you. I told you, I'm just trying to make you happy. You know, all that time I spent with you. All the times I ranked out on other people for you, because I knew it would make YOU happy..is now that I think about it, nothing but a waste of time. Stop acting like what we had was nothing. Unless I'm the fool in the situation right ? We've talked about this before. You wanna be free, live up highschool. Stop thinking I'm here to stop you, to hold you down. Cos that's the last thing I want. All I want, is to still be here. Someone you can run to. Your best friend, remember ? Don't act like we didn't say we're always gonna have something. We've had something way too long to just throw it away, don't YOU think ? Of course I'm gonna get jealous, that's fuckin' NORMAL. You already know, you'd do the same. At least, I still hope so. Prolly not as crazy as I'd get, but you know what I mean. I'm sorry for the way I acted. I already apologized for that. Just know I'm still here. That's all. As much as I don't wanna say I'm always gonna be here. We both know I'd be lying. I'm not trying to wait for us. I'm not trying to hold us down. The future is something that's always gonna be a blur. I, too am just tryna have fun, live it all up. I just don't..wanna forget about us.
I really hope you see what I'm trying to say here.
Baby, do you want you want, do what you gotta do.
But don't leave me hanging just yet..
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