The funny part

is that I'm not even paying attention to you. I'm not gonna read your messages or your blogs. I got previews of 'em realizing they were for me. But why am I gonna read it ? It's not that I'm trying to push you away or ignore you. It's just that it hurts me. I am so sick and tired of being disappointed and let down and pushed to the side. & worst of all, backstabbed. I'm sorry if my back hurt your knife, but I needa do what's best for me right now. I can't deal with this. Hope you understand.