my favorite stranger

So we ended on bad terms, never the way I wanted it to be. All I honestly wanted was your friendship. But shit happens, remember? Don't get me wrong, I'm still fuckin hurt. I'm still fuckin angry. but with that being said.. I just hope I come across your mind every once in a while. I hope you remember the little things I'd try to do to make you smile. From keeping you company, to singing to you with my horrible voice, to my dumb little doodles. As stupid as it sounds, I think I can honestly say you're my favorite stranger.

as this is specifically for you..

i feel so stupid for letting myself get involved with you. many times, one after another you constantly chose to hurt me. I'm not saying any of this to try to start things up again, to get you back. I'm saying this because I want you to feel bad. I want you to feel like shit because it's not fair that you put someone through so much pain but you still get to be happy. It's not fair. I hate you for that. You lost a good friendship. I hope you know that.

Let me know where this bites you in the ass. Cos I'd love to hear about it.

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i can't wait until my birthday
of age, and finally get the real business.
finally get to understand.

cos i can feel it.

I'm so over all the bullshit.
with you, you and you.

First off..for YOU. Disappear and reappear. You are so predictable. I don't know how many times I need to say I don't need you anymore. Stay away from you because you've hurt me one too many times to be active in my life again.

now YOU, on the other hand..I can't believe you would do something like that to me. You wasted so much time. You stupid idiot. Thank you for stepping all over my heart so many times. This is probably the worst damage you've done yet tho.

& you, you need to make up your mind. you're gonna go NO WHERE with this. i promise you. then again, you know im still here. Only time can tell where this is going to lead us.

This is a venting blog for me.
Prolly not what you guys are thinking.

add me on tumblr. i mean follow, whatever.

well im fuckin happy...
with a side of confusion.



..are you worth the wait ?