Pause

Can we put life on pause really quick..just for a quick second while I try to catch up with the rest of the world, or better yet, myself. Cos I don't know what's going on right now and I can't really focus on anything. I just wanna put life on pause for a quick minute..just so I can figure out the truth. Cos real talk, I have never been so confused with myself in my life. Unless I'm overacting, which sounds like something I would do. What is going on. I'm so fuckin lost. Someone find me please.
PLEASE.

It amazes me how much a song can relate, how much music can change your fuckin mood, don'tcha think?

For the millionth time..I DON'T KNOW.